Тред: один день из жизни врача во время пандемии коронавируса

Wake up at 6:30am. Priority is making a big pot of coffee for the whole day, because the place by the hospital is closed. The Starbucks too. It’s all closed.

On the walk, it feels like Sunday. No one is out. Might be the freezing rain. Or it’s early. Regardless, that’s good.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

Walk in for your 8am shift: Immediately struck by how the calm of the early morning city streets is immediately transformed. The bright fluorescent lights of the ER reflect off everyone’s protective goggles. There is a cacophony of coughing. You stop. Mask up. Walk in.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

You take signout from the previous team, but nearly every patient is the same, young & old:

Cough, shortness of breath, fever.

They are really worried about one patient. Very short of breath, on the maximum amount of oxygen we can give, but still breathing fast.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

You immediately assess this patient. It’s clear what this is, and what needs to happen. You have a long and honest discussion with the patient and family over the phone. It’s best to put her on life support now, before things get much worse. You’re getting set up for that, but…

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

You’re notified of another really sick patient coming in. You rush over. They’re also extremely sick, vomiting. They need to be put on life support as well. You bring them back. Two patients, in rooms right next to each other, both getting a breathing tube. It’s not even 10am yet

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

For the rest of your shift, nearly every hour, you get paged:

Stat notification: Very sick patient, short of breath, fever. Oxygen 88%.

Stat notification: Low blood pressure, short of breath, low oxygen.

Stat notification: Low oxygen, can’t breath. Fever.

All day…

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

Sometime in the afternoon you recognize you haven’t drank any water. You’re afraid to take off the mask. It’s the only thing that protects you. Surely you can last a little longer — in West Africa during Ebola, you spent hours in a hot suit without water. One more patient…

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

By late afternoon, you need to eat. Restaurant across the street is closed. Right, everything is closed. But thankfully the hospital cafeteria is open. You grab something, wash your hands (twice), cautiously take off your mask, & eat as fast as you can. Go back. Mask up. Walk in.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

Nearly everyone you see today is the same. We assume everyone is #COVIDー19. We wear gowns, goggles, and masks at every encounter. All day. It’s the only way to be safe. Where did all the heart attacks and appendicitis patients go? Its all COVID.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

When your shift ends, you sign out to the oncoming team. It’s all #COVIDー19. Over the past week, we’ve all learned the signs — low oxygen, lymphopenia, elevated D‑dimer.

You share concerns of friends throughout the city without PPE. Hospitals running out of ventilators.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

Before you leave, you wipe EVERYTHING down. Your phone. Your badge. Your wallet. Your coffee mug. All of it. Drown it in bleach. Everything in a bag. Take no chances.

Sure you got it all??? Wipe is down again. Can’t be too careful.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

You walk out and take off your mask. You feel naked and exposed. It’s still raining, but you want to walk home. Feels safer than the subway or bus, plus you need to decompress.

The streets are empty. This feels nothing like what is happening inside. Maybe people don’t know???

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

You get home. You strip in the hallway (it’s ok, your neighbors know what you do). Everything in a bag. Your wife tries to keep your toddler away, but she hasn’t seen you in days, so it’s really hard. Run to the shower. Rinse it all away. Never happier. Time for family.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

You reflect on the fact that it’s really hard to understand how bad this is — and how bad its going to be — if all you see are empty streets.

Hospitals are nearing capacity. We are running out of ventilators. Ambulance sirens don’t stop.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

Everyone we see today was infected a week ago, or more. The numbers will undoubtedly skyrocket overnight, as they have every night the past few days. More will come to the ER. More will be stat notifications. More will be put on a ventilator.

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

We were too late to stop this virus. Full stop. But we can slow it’s spread. The virus can’t infect those it never meets. Stay inside. Social distancing is the only thing that will save us now. I don’t care as much about the economic impact as I do about our ability to save lives

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020

You might hear people saying it isn’t real. It is.

You might hear people saying it isn’t bad. It is.

You might hear people saying it can’t take you down. It can.

I survived Ebola. I fear #COVIDー19.

Do your part. Stay home. Stay safe.

And every day I’ll come to work for you

— Craig Spencer MD MPH (@Craig_A_Spencer) March 24, 2020